last night

i was waiting for Mistress to get online. when She did, i was naked.   earlier in the day She had told me what position to be in.  i was not in proper position and Mistress ordered me to do it.   i got on the floor, kneeling, head down and legs spread apart.   She had me turn around so She could view completely.  She had me get on the bed, put the bra on and put 5 clothes pins on my balls and write 'faggot' and ' i beg for cock' with markers above my puny worthless dick.   She then had me beg 5 times to serve men and then slap my puny worthless dick 5 times.  i had to keep repeating this until She said stop. i had to do this because She said She had other things to do and She enjoyed listening to my pain and begging.    i was begging and pleading to serve men and cock and to be a pain slut for men.  after many many repetitions, She finally said stop and told me to get in my cage and he me stroking and keep begging to serve men.  She ordered me to rip the pins off my balls and nipples one by one.  She ordered me to slap myself again.   She ordered me out of my cage  and crawl to the bowl of piss that i had put out earlier and She watched me drink it like a dog.   She permitted me to stop and pour the rest down the toilet.  i expressed my gratitude to Her for allowing me to do that and that i adored Her.  She then sent me back to the  bed.   i put pins on my nipples and slapped my puny worthless dick many many times while begging and pleading to serve men.   She had me sucking on the cock and slapping the cheeks of my face.  She had me stand and hit my balls and puny dick with a wooden spoon.

After lots of pain She ordered me to clean up and sleep naked.

a poem

roses are red, violets are blue
i beg to suck his cock and i know You secretly want to too

worthless

this pic shows how worthless i am

a pic

Mistress wants this.. gates of hell

i am...

i am a faggot.  i beg Mistress for cock and cum and for Her to order me to serve a man.

thursday night

Mistress ordered me to be on the toilet when She signed on.   She finally signed on and ordered me to pee.  i was only wearing the bra and Her collar.   i spread my legs and peed for Her.   She had me wash my  hands and then told me to get in the cage and put the pins on.   She had me stroke and reminded me that i am a faggot and a whore.  She then ordered me to the bed and use to use the markers.  first She had me draw a yellow sun, then She had me write MISTRESS with a black marker.   i then had to write faggot with a red marker.  i also had to write Max is a faggot with a purple marker and finally with an orange marker write i love men's cum.  i am a faggot and whore.   Mistress has me begging to serve men.

after that She had me attach clothes pins to my balls and nipples, two pins on each nipple.  She had me smack the pins with a wooden spoon, 10 smacks on my puny worthless dick and five on each nipple.  i begged to be a pain slut to men. Mistress had me pleading for men most of the night.   i was close to cumming many times but Mistress never permitted that.   after much pain She sent me to bed.

wednesday night

i was kneeling by the side of the bed wearing Her collar, bra and panties when She appeared.   many things happened, the only constant is that She had me begging to serve men and begging for cock and cum.  i  had clothes pins on.   lots of stroking.  She had me put on weights and hula again. She had me fuck my pussy with the large butt plug while She watched.   i had to write faggot using marker on me and also that i am a pussy for men.   She had me lay down in the cage with pins on my balls.   She ordered me to use the wooden spoon  to hit each  ass cheeks five times and then hit my balls, worthless puny dick and each nipple five times.  i had to do this many times.. over and over.  i begged to be a man's pain slut.   She had me stroke 50 times very fast, i was very close to cumming but She never would have permitted that.  there was lots of pain.  while i was begging for a man to serve She gagged me with the panties and ordered me to continue to beg with the panties in my mouth.  all She could hear was my muffled begging.  She had me pinch and squeeze my nipples for a count of ten..  She watched me  clean up in the bathroom and sit on the toilet like a girl.  She had me put in the butt plug aned tie my puny worthless dick into chastity for the night.  She had me begging to be a man's pain slut and then She sent me to bed

tuesday night

i was naked in bed waiting for Mistress to get online.  She ordered me on cam and told me to put on Her collar.  She then had me stroke until hard.   i stroked for Her and then put clothes pins on my nipples and balls.  more stroking and then She had me stand and pulls off the pins one by one.She then had me attach the parachute to my balls and add weights to it stretching my balls.  She then sent me an instructional video of a hula dance and ordered me to do that for Her amusement.   after a little bit i begged her to allow me to take it off as my balls were in pain.   She permitted it and then had me stroke more and slap my puny worthless cock many times.  i begged Her to order me to serve men.  She said no.   She then sent me to bed.

monday night/tuesday morning

i was on cam for Mistress last night, wearing bra, panties and Her collar.  She had me stroke and then put 16 clothes pins on, two one each nipple and the rest of my balls.   She had me stroke and beg cock and cum.  i am a slut and a whore.   She had me write in marker on my chest ' i beg to lick men's balls'   i had to hit the pins with the wooden spoon.  She had me stand and smack my ass many times with the wooden spoon until it was red.   She had me spread my cunt for Her.  She then had me pull of  the pins one at a time.   i was back on the bed  and She told me to stroke and then slap my puny worthless dick with my hand.  i was begging for cock and cum.   She watched me clean up and then pee like a girl.  She sent me to bed.  i woke up in the middle of the night and signed on and Mistress was online and She ordered me  on cam again, stroking and slapping my worthless puny dick over and over again..  i kept begging for cock and cum.  She ordered me to tie up my puny worthless dick as if in chastity around my hips so i couldn't stroke anymore and that is how i had to sleep.  i was tired and was able to do so.

last night

Mistress had me on cam last night.  i am a sissy faggot so i was wearing a bra and panties.   She had me stroke my puny worthless dick and then put clothes pins on my nipples and balls.   i stood to show Her my  cunt and stretched it open for Her.  She then watched as i had to pull each pin off..   She had me use the wooden spoon on my ass until it was red.   She then sent me to the cage where i had to put red clothes pins on my nipples and two black clothes pins on my balls and stroke for Her.   She then sent me back to bed where i had to slap my balls and puny worthless dick with a wooden spoon.   She had me slap my thighs with my hand.  She had me suck on the cock and push it deep into my mouth.   She then told me to go to bed wearing the bra, panties and collar.

picture

i know that this is something that Mistress would like to do to me!

another one

roses are red, violets are blue
i am devoted to Mistress, which is a good thing too

roses....

roses are red, violets are blue
i am a faggot and beg for cock too

another poem

working on a poem about being on cam

when i am on cam

i act like a ham

i use give myself marks

when orders She barks

i am blue

when She is not able to be on too.

i am naked on cam

and She isn't... damn

She had me begging for cum

but never permits me to cum

lingerie

Mistress enjoys seeing me in sexy lingerie, so i am often ordered to wear a bra and panties when serving Her.  wearing sexy lingerie makes me feel like a sissy faggot.  wearing it shows me i am not a man

chain

Mistress requires me to wear a chain  when She orders it.  She did so this morning so i put the chain around my puny worthless dick and balls and locked it on with a padlock.  i am required to keep it on until She allows me to remove it.  i make sure the chain is locked tightly so that i can feel it during the day.

craving

i crave Master Max's cock and cum.   i have only seen his cock once while giving him a lingerie show.   it was a long time ago now.  

this morning

i saw Mistress this morning.  She had me strip in front of Her slowly and then kneel as She inspected my body.   She used a ruler and slapped my ass and had me stroke for Her .  She had me wear a see black through bra the entire time i was there.   I spent a lot of time worshiping Her feet while She was wearing high heel shoes.  She twisted my nipples and fucked my mouth with Her dildo/cock.   She slapped my puny worthless cock with the ruler.  She told me i was a faggot slut and whore.  She had me suck on Her tits and She said for me to suck them as i wold a cock.  She twisted my nipples as i did that.  She then watched me dress and we left.

breasts

Mistress has beautiful full breasts.  i know i am just a faggot but i do appreciate how wonderful they are.   Just the right size.   All men lust after them.

chopsticks

last night i tied my balls up and then Mistress had me use two sets of chopsticks with rubber bands on my balls.   i was also required to spank my ass 20 times with a spoon.   She had me stroking to the edge and begging to serve men as i am a faggot slut and whore.  i spent more time in the cage for her.  She had me kneel in the bathroom and then show Her my cunt.  She had me wear a bra stuff with socks because She wanted big breasts on me last night.  i begged for Her orders to serve Master Max.   She didn't allow me to cum so i was on the edge most of the evening.   She had me get the butt plug and fuck my ass with it and then leave it in for a while.   i put clothes pins on my balls, nipples and thighs and then She had me pull them off one at a time.

the weekend

i have spent the weekend being on cam for Mistress.  clothespins, stroking, spanking with a spoon, spending time in a cage... it all runs together.  i own a dildo/cock and Mistress had me suck it while She pleasured Herself.   She likes to see the cock go in and out of my mouth.   i know i am a sissy faggot, She has made that clear to me.   She had me begging for a man.  She had me sleep with my legs tied together and wearing a bra, panties and Her collar.

this morning She ordered me on cam again.  i had to write Mistress L's property and sissy faggot on me.  She had me slap my puny worthless cock lots and lots. She ordered me to stroke.  i had to wear clothes pins on my nipples the entire time.  She told me my place was serving men.  i begged for Her to order it.  She put me in the cage for a while and then watched me shower and get dressed.