cam session

Last night i was on cam for Mistress, i was wearing pantyhose, bra and Her collar.  At Her direction, i also had a bowl of my piss,  i turned on the cam and She inspected me front and back and bent over to show Her my ass.  She permitted me to stroke my puny worthless dick, first through the pantyhose and then with the tip exposed.  She reminded me again that my dick is worthless and that the only thing i am good for is servicing a Man.  She ordered me to put a clothes pin on each nipple under the bra.  She had me dip the dildo/cock in the bowl of piss and suck it while i stroked.  this was repeated many times.  She had me fuck my mouth with the cock and made me take it deep until i gagged.  i continued to stroke and then She had me hit my puny worthless dick many times with the wooden spoon, harder each time.  that took away the urge to cum.   She repeated that i was not a Man and that i had the smallest dick She had seen.  She then had me attach the parachute and 2 lbs of weights to my balls and swing them back and forth, she called it a hula dance  She then had me crawl to the bowl of piss and drink from it using my tongue to lap it up.  She then had me stroke more until i was close and then said stop and had me sleep in the pantyhose, bra and collar.

punishment

yesterday Mistress was angry at me for something, i don't remember what and i had to to into the restroom and flick my puny worthless dick 20 times with  a rubber band after stoking and getting hard for Her.  i also had to drink a little of my piss for Her.  i did this in the afternoon at 4:30 for Her

Looking for a few good Men

This is davids Mistress writing.

david has written about his puny worthless dick a few times, but I'm not sure if the readers know quite how small it is...it is super small. It gives me no pleasure whatsoever, except the fact I can deny him release and I can give his little weenie pain. Otherwise it is worthless to bring me pleasure. I have to find other Real Men to fuck me because david is worthless sexually. hes a worthless little dick fag that is only good as a cum hole for Men.

The problem is ...Men who I trust to use him. And Men who are not interested in me, because I have a Dom who uses me and need no others. I am only looking for a Man who would like to stick His cock in my fags mouth...his pussy is negotiable but his mouth is always open for the Right Cock

he swallows cum ..experienced that way and he also is very good with his tongue ..licking balls. he can take mild pain and also will drink Your piss if I allow it..

 If any Dom reading this, wants to use him, You may get in touch with me here by leaving a message. I am in control of him and this blog and will then give you my personal email for interview purposes.

Thank you,
Mistress L

Mistress has asked me to write on Ds/ sex and vanilla sex.  this came about because She asked what type of orgasm i enjoyed the most.  i told Her that i keep my D/s life and vanilla life totally separate and never compare the two.   vanilla sex to me is when both parties are just having 'normal' sex, no one is in control and things are just happening.    D/s sex is when the Dominant is in complete control and the submissive must follow all instructions without regard to personal pleasure.  in a D/s mode i don't have any needs.   i think that is the main difference, between us.   When Mistress is in sub mode she does have needs, She knows when She needs pain, She enjoys watersports and lets the Dominant know.  

Queening

Mistress has me read a blog about queening.  it is about a Domme and her sub.   they are a married couple in Australia.  i think for me to lick someone's ass, that person would have to be very clean and i would need to know with complete certainty that the person was disease free.   the blog talked about the sub being placed in a queening stool.   i know that is something i would enjoy, bring pleasure to Mistress that way.  i could see myself laying on my back, legs spread with Mistress sitting on top directing me on how to proceed.   my puny worthless dick would be there for Mistress to do whatever She wished to it.  i would hope that She would allow me to lick Her for at least an hour at a time, bringing Her to multiple orgasms.

punishment

when i was serving Mistress, She gave me permission to come on the count of 7, She started counting and by the time She reached 4 i was cumming from the excitement.  as a result of cumming too soon i had to attach 27 clothes pins to me, 25 on my balls and one on each nipple and leave them on for 15 minutes.  there was a lot of pain and at the end Mistress allowed me to take them off without pulling them.   i was very grateful to Her.

last night

i was on cam again last night for Mistress.   She had me stroke and suck on the cock.  i also put clothes pins on my balls and nipples.   i had to pull each one off and count as i did so.  the pins left marks on my balls.   She is training me to suck cock, that is all i am good for.   She had me fuck my mouth hard and fast and also take the cock as deep as i could.   i was ordered to slap my face as i was sucking on the cock.   i used a wooden spoon on my puny worthless dick and also on my nipples.  She kept saying over and over what a faggot cocksucker i was and he me repeat it time and time again.   She reinforced that i am Her cock sucking faggot bitch..a whore bitch only good for mens cum and pleasure.   She had me kiss my hand like i would kiss a man.   i know She wants to watch that.   i kept begging to cum and She had ordered me to cum on the cock and suck it off.  She started to count to 7 (which is when i am allowed to cum) but She only got to 4 before i did.  i came over the cock and then sucked my cum off of it and cleaned it with my tongue.   thank You Mistress

session with Mistress

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on cam

i was able to get on cam this afternoon for Mistress, i was naked and  wearing Her collar.   She had me stroke and then start sucking on the cock that She had purchased for me.   it is huge compared to my worthless puny dick.   She ordered me to lick the sides and continue to suck while stroking and pinching my nipples.   She had me slap my puny worthless dick many times.   i was ordered to put a total of 16 clothes pins on my balls.  i continued to stroke and begged for permission to cum.  She had me use the wooden spoon on my puny worthless dick and then on my nipples.   i continued to suck on the cock and then rubbed it against my dick while stroking.   She just laughed when i begged to cum.  i was very close.    She then told me to stop and She said she would be back later.

Session

Since faggot is busy with non bdsm activities, I am posting. He will post his thoughts later, as required.

 I first went and bought the dildo for his reward, and binders and 2 wooden spoons for him to use on cam next week when he is alone.

We met and I had him strip. I kept my clothes on this time, though I had a sweater and unbuttoned the top buttons. I wasn't wearing a bra.

I had him lie down on  his back.

I bent over him and stuffed each tit in his mouth..and telling him he must suck and bite it very hard to please me. He wasn't sucking very hard and he was not biting..so I told him again...and then he started sucking very very hard, but never did bite.

But I got the dildo out and started fucking his mouth with it, telling him he was a faggot. And how much he loves cock. I was trying to teach him how to suck cock better but I allowed him to stroke his puny worthless dick and I think he was focusing on that too much, so I shoved it deep..telling him is this too far, and finally I did it far enough where he gagged and turned his head to side.

I mainly wanted to see him suck the cock.  He did have a grande idea of making a cock gag with it, while hes on cam, which will allow him to do other things with his hands and also keep him silent..or at least mumbled.

I did order him to be slutty before I got there and when he was sucking my breast and I was leaning over him, he grabbed my pussy very hard. Which pleased me.

The only thing that did not please me, is when I went to stroke his puny dick, he pushed my hand away and turned to his side, like I was trying to kill him or something. I didn't give him any pain today, I figure he will have enough pain next week on cam.