cum

Mistress told me today that i should have my face covered with cum, i was required to look for pictures showing Her that.   She re-enforced today that i am only good for swallowing and wearing men's cum.

last night

last night i served Mistress on cam.   i was wearing a bra, panties and Her collar.  She had me stroke and slap my puny worthless dick.  She constantly reminded me that i am faggot cock sucking whore and that is all i am good for.  She had me put clothes pins on my balls and then hit them with a wooden spoon.  i had to do that while She masturbated so that She could listen to my pain.     She was then satisfied and dismissed me and said good night

writing daily

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needs

my need is to be a faggot because that is my place to service Mistress and service men at Her direction.   i am only good for sucking cocks

doubt

i often wonder why Mistress doubts Her relationship with Her Master.   He wants her but she always believes that it's over between them.   i don't understand that.

the truth

Mistress, You need to be honest with Your own feelings or You will start to confused fact and fiction.    If you can't be honest with Yourself, how can You be honest with anyone else?

owned

i enjoy being owned by Mistress because she is a friend and cares about my submission.   i enjoy pleasing Her.