session with Mistress

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on cam

i was able to get on cam this afternoon for Mistress, i was naked and  wearing Her collar.   She had me stroke and then start sucking on the cock that She had purchased for me.   it is huge compared to my worthless puny dick.   She ordered me to lick the sides and continue to suck while stroking and pinching my nipples.   She had me slap my puny worthless dick many times.   i was ordered to put a total of 16 clothes pins on my balls.  i continued to stroke and begged for permission to cum.  She had me use the wooden spoon on my puny worthless dick and then on my nipples.   i continued to suck on the cock and then rubbed it against my dick while stroking.   She just laughed when i begged to cum.  i was very close.    She then told me to stop and She said she would be back later.

Session

Since faggot is busy with non bdsm activities, I am posting. He will post his thoughts later, as required.

 I first went and bought the dildo for his reward, and binders and 2 wooden spoons for him to use on cam next week when he is alone.

We met and I had him strip. I kept my clothes on this time, though I had a sweater and unbuttoned the top buttons. I wasn't wearing a bra.

I had him lie down on  his back.

I bent over him and stuffed each tit in his mouth..and telling him he must suck and bite it very hard to please me. He wasn't sucking very hard and he was not biting..so I told him again...and then he started sucking very very hard, but never did bite.

But I got the dildo out and started fucking his mouth with it, telling him he was a faggot. And how much he loves cock. I was trying to teach him how to suck cock better but I allowed him to stroke his puny worthless dick and I think he was focusing on that too much, so I shoved it deep..telling him is this too far, and finally I did it far enough where he gagged and turned his head to side.

I mainly wanted to see him suck the cock.  He did have a grande idea of making a cock gag with it, while hes on cam, which will allow him to do other things with his hands and also keep him silent..or at least mumbled.

I did order him to be slutty before I got there and when he was sucking my breast and I was leaning over him, he grabbed my pussy very hard. Which pleased me.

The only thing that did not please me, is when I went to stroke his puny dick, he pushed my hand away and turned to his side, like I was trying to kill him or something. I didn't give him any pain today, I figure he will have enough pain next week on cam.

Personal Shopper

today i was Mistress's personal shopper.  She had a gift certificate to a department store and ordered me to find her a bra.  i found what She called  a 'cute" bra and She ordered it.  i was happy to do that for Her.

CB6000

Mistress ordered me to purchase a chastity device, a CB6000.  i found a place that sold it for a good price and ordered it.  it arrived about 10 days later.   i have tried to fit the tube over my puny worthless dick and it is way too tight, i don't fit into it.  i have done some reading and will try again when i have some privacy using lube and twisting it in.

monday morning

Mistress had set up a meeting for coffee with someone from silverdaddies for wednesday morning.   She showed me the exchange of emails and i got nervous because the person was a horrible speller.   he didn't know how to spell divorce and used mail instead of male in a sentence.   i got very nervous because of this and had lots of bad feelings and begged Mistress to cancel.  She did, i am very grateful to Her.

per Mistress's instructions, i attached 4 clothes pins to my balls for the drive to work.  i will try to give myself pain daily for Mistress.

stuff

i was punished last night for responding to an email on silverdaddies without getting permission.   this was in addition to my task prior to having sex.    for sex i put the parachute on and attached all the weights which is two pounds.   i let that hang for 10 minutes.   the punishment was taking two sips of my pee.   Mistress responded to the guy from silverdaddies and She is working on setting up a time for me to suck his cock.  i know that would make Mistress happy to be able to watch me service a man.   i hope She will set up a time to meet this person for coffee first prior to me serving him.  

Mistress has told me that She is a sadist so today i was on cam and begged for pain.  She had me stroke my worthless puny dick and the slap it.   most of the time i was stroking and very close to cumming.  She had me pinch my nipples also.   towards the end of the session She told me to pull up my pants and i begged for more pain.  She then had me slap my puny worthless dick again and again and again.   harder and harder.   i begged when i am home alone on cam and locked up for more pain to earn release.   

i am now required to give myself pain anytime i am alone and record it here.   i was alone for a bit this afternoon and went upstairs and got naked and put 10 clothes pins on my balls for Her and then pulled each one off.